Day 2

I decided after writing yesterday to dump out the remaining alcohol.  I didn’t want to plan on drinking last night– or any of the future nights. I’ve established a pattern with my relapses.  This pattern began after my initial 92 days of sobriety that started back in February 2017. The relapse starts with an urge.Continue reading “Day 2”

Old Habits Don’t Die, Back to Day 1

First of all, Scout Camp was pretty amazing!  It was a little bit like a wellness retreat, well except the food.  Anthony’s first 2 classes were at the lake (AKA a big pond).  There was a nice trail nearby that went along a stream.   I spent the mornings laying by the lake, reading myContinue reading “Old Habits Don’t Die, Back to Day 1”

Preparing for Scout Camp

I am putting my overeating issues aside for the time being.  I have bigger fish to fry (literally). Tomorrow morning, at the crack of dawn, Anthony and I leave for scout camp!  I am slightly excited, a little nervous & apprehensive, a little happy and a little sad.  I went last year for a fewContinue reading “Preparing for Scout Camp”

Family Fun Day at the Beach, 7-8-17

It was an interesting day yesterday at the beach party. Some of the people I was with were drinking and some weren’t. My dad and his friend were drinking mixed drinks with vodka out of a cream soda bottle. He was pretty buzzed and it was weird. I would have enjoyed drinking along with himContinue reading “Family Fun Day at the Beach, 7-8-17”

Day 6 Ya’ll!! 7-6-17

No desire to drink yet.  Had a very boring night last night.  Still didn’t desire to drink. Read my book and went to bed early.  I wanted to get up early and walk, but I couldn’t sleep well and I am super tired and achy today. I am planning on going at least for aContinue reading “Day 6 Ya’ll!! 7-6-17”