It’s a chilly Saturday morning & I’m sitting in the dark by the fire— up long before anyone else around here.
I have a sage candle & sage incense burning, and Deva Premal chants playing.
The world appears to be coming unglued & I am at peace.
I am so incredibly grateful for finding recovery, especially this year. Now all those relapses in 2017 & 2018 seem to have a purpose, the knowledge I gained from them has no doubt helped me through the toughest moments so far this year.
And the toughest moments, like our best friends getting married after 20 years, weren’t that tough. When you see through the lies that alcohol spews it becomes easy (or at least easier) to resist.
WE see you ethanol! We see what you are doing to our friends & loved ones who are still afflicted and we aren’t going to take any more crap