I bow to you, you made it.. WE made it!! PHEW!!
Christmas for me, was actually really pretty nice (besides being overly tired from too little sleep the night before). We leisurely spent the morning enjoying our gifts and cleaning up. We walked to my in laws and had a delicious dinner (I can’t believe I actually was ranting a few days ago about it all being too ‘fancy’ – It was good food and pretty laid back. Shame on me). After dinner we played a few games, had a lot of laughs and then had time to chat.
My sister in law (the one who had her kids taken away last summer and is going through a divorce) was there and appears to be doing well. She looks about 100 times better physically and we had an honest chat. For a long time, it felt like we were fake and she was fake– having to fake smiles and not talk about this situation. My hubby and I had some good one-on-one time with her and for the first time in a long time it all felt honest, raw and good. I told her a few things that I had been meaning to over the summer (like acknowledging that any one of us, especially me who is prone to addiction, could be in her same situation had we married someone who spiraled down like her husband did and we also got to talking about going to AA).
I hope that my honesty and the things that I shared were helpful, but sometimes it’s hard to know and you question whether or not you made things better or worse.
We left around 8:00, which gave us some time before bed to chat about the day and get in a game of Cribbage. Unfortunately, I had a hard time sleeping again (damn that Christmas eve blip– messed me up for days), but woke up without a hangover so I was still able to have a productive day.
I was busy the day after Christmas! I packaged up and mailed my Avon returns, picked up meds for Jules, got my license renewed, had a lunch date with hubby, went to Sam’s club to get berries and cherries (hello toxic food detox), took Jules for a 2 1/2 mile walk, washed all of ours and our oldest’s bedding (he spent the day cleaning and organizing his room to make way for his new huge TV), took a nap, had lots of coffee and watched a movie.
Oh and when I was awake 1/2 the night on Christmas eve, I found a great Groupon deal to test for food sensitivities and gut issues, so I bought it. I got the form completed and printed and mailed it off yesterday with hair samples for the test. Hopefully this will help me on my journey to good health.
Last night I slept much better. I had to get up at 8:30 because I had an appointment to pick up my orthotics. Thank goodness I set my alarm, I probably would have slept past 9.
I just got back from my appointment and am going to take Jules for a walk before the rain starts. I’m hoping to get all of the Christmas decorations put away and the house back to normal. Need to get groceries but thinking about having them delivered (I shouldn’t since I’m off work right now, but MAN this service is really fantastic!).
Whether the holidays were joyous or stressful, or maybe a mixture of both, we made it! Pat yourself on the back, indulge on the self care, take a minute (or two) to slow down and be thankful <3 <3 <3