I am so incredibly tired.
Another morning of waking up in a fog with a pounding headache. After 2 weeks, this is becoming the norm and my body is becoming accustomed to functioning in this fog.
One more wake up, frantically moving the elf because I forgot to last night.
A box of crackers hastily opened and eaten at midnight– that’s the taste in my mouth– why did I have to eat them all?
Sunken eyes, puffy skin, general aches and pains– am I 40 or 90?
My addiction is winning, it is the devil. I want to fight– I CAN defeat this monster.
Day 1, I surrender <3